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in a hundred years no one will ever know who we were...they'll know those same stars. [24 Feb 2009|08:28pm]
[ music | "that time" regina spektor ]

i still haven't decided if i'd rather burn out or fade away.
i'm not ready for either yet.

think of me

sometimes you just need more. [15 Feb 2009|08:59pm]
[ music | "tearing through me" jamisonparker ]

i'm tired of just existing.

think of me

the weekend never lasts long enough... [27 Oct 2008|10:18pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | "that is why" say anything ]

i've recently realized that i always smell faintly of vodka.

think of me

october 8th, 2008. [14 Oct 2008|10:16pm]
[ music | "drunk girl" something corporate ]



this was for me and katie.
best moment of my life.

1 thought | think of me

update. [21 Sep 2008|10:11pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | "i was right" new years day ]

so alot of things happened over the summer.
i don't really feel the need to post them all here.
however, i did cross quite a few things off of my list so i guess it's for the best.

i'm thinking about making a new journal and ending this one.
this probably won't happen until next year though, i want to actually update on a regular basis and that's not going to happen right now.

oh, and amazing news!
pirate party is for sure happening on december 20th.
it only took three years, but we finally got it right.

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we can't kiss with grins like this. [11 Apr 2008|11:46pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | "am tilts" the matches ]

i think i might be starting to fall in love with words again.



hopefully there will be some ramblings posted here soon.

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cody addison. [14 Mar 2008|12:30am]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | "symphony (six the hard way) [demo]" i am the avalanche ]

life has pretty much sucked lately.
people are lame.
most of the people i used to think i couldn't live without, i couldn't care less about now.
on the plus side, i've started writing again.
things are just getting started, but i'm excited.
it's been too long, i've missed it.
the matches show will be amazing [22 days.]
i keep going back and forth about my tattoo, but i know i'm getting it.
i honestly think that the ohio road trip/matches show is going to save me.
who the fuck is cody addison? ha.
new, amazing things are coming with the warmer weather.
you're not ready for it, but you're gonna have to deal.
it's almost here.

think of me

i seriously cannot wait for this show. [08 Feb 2008|08:15pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | celebrity rehab w/dr. drew ]











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this isn't highschool, seriously. [04 Feb 2008|11:22pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | "who let the yankees in the chip shop" the matches ]

i'm so over living here.






grow the fuck up...

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you'll never find it, if you're looking for it... [06 Jan 2008|08:40pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | 89x ]

I'm always looking for it.
Fuck....

think of me

"thanks for loving the band" [24 Dec 2007|12:24am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | "sick little suicide (acoustic)" the matches ]

it's crazy how reading one little text message can take you back to the happiest time of your life.
i still miss it more than anyone will ever know.

think of me

i don't make sense. [16 Dec 2007|09:33pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | "you are my sunshine" kevin devine ]

i feel most at home when i'm in the passenger seat of a car going nowhere, just looking out the window. lately, i'm more comfortable with a group of thousands of strangers than i am with my best friends. i miss it too much, it's really starting to get to me...



oh, and if anyone could send me some johnny cash right now i'd seriously love them forever. ♥

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i started doing drugs, no i haven't fell in love... [28 Sep 2007|12:14am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | "sara" love arcade ]

i'm feeling nostaligic for places i've never been
for people i've never met
and for memories that i haven't yet made.








i'm completely ready for this life to start.

2 thoughts | think of me

and i'll savor every moment of this... [12 Sep 2007|02:48pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | "pain" the used ]

3 days till the used. it's love. ♥

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goodbye summer 07. [27 Aug 2007|12:34am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | The Matches ♥ ]

for about 2 1/2 weeks this summer i was the happiest i have ever been in my life, ever.







i started to write all the warped tour nonsense down, but i'm tired and classes start tomorrow so i didn't finish. they will be posted soon though. here's a cute video to keep you occupied. oh, and check out the cute little blue bear by the window [it's mine from ontario warped, ha.]

2 thoughts | think of me

this isn't highschool.... [05 Aug 2007|09:30pm]
[ mood | irritated ]
[ music | "achilles" street drum corps ]

people seriously need to grow the fuck up.
if you don't know me, which you don't, keep my name out of your mouth.
learn to fight your own battles and for once try not to start shit.




on a more positive note, this past week has seriously been one of the best times of my life.
i still have another warped tour show before it's all over, after that i'll post about everything that happened. ♥

think of me

always up or down, never down and out. [03 Jul 2007|06:51pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | "Down And Out (Piano Rendition)" The Academy Is... ]

mind over matter.
i never thought that phrase could apply to me.
i was so wrong.
i think i've lost the ability to cry.
i've thought this for awhile now, but it just started to worry me.





now it's need, not want.
every day something happens that makes me realize how much i need this.
if i don't have this life, i'll have nothing.
if i don't have this life, i won't be me.





our time is almost here. ♥

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it's you i can't deny. [27 Jun 2007|04:20am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | "my blue heaven" taking back sunday ]

I love the fact that certain songs can still take my breath away.

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run away with me, please... [17 Jun 2007|10:13pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | "ender will save us all" dashboard confessional ]

i wish i was a song.
eternal. honest. pure.

think of me

this summer's already so different than last year's.... [17 Jun 2007|01:55am]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | "rescued" jack's mannequin ]

i want a boy to run away with.

think of me

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